Momentum

I typed and backspaced many times. I think I should let my mind wander freely here because the past few months of drama restricted my thoughts. I used to think I love dramas in my life and somehow complications makes it more riveting. Yet I decided for this moment now, I had enough. The issues do not bring me to insanity but more it makes me not want to provide reasons of explanation.

Its like a elastic collision reaction whereby one question will leads to more and more questions. I'll have to keep finding answers for answers. Instead of trying to untie that dead knot, more knots surface. If I leave it dangling, the complications will not resolve by itself.

When you have hurt before, you learn about hate.

When you have loved before, you learn about cherish.

When you have trusted before, you learn about betrayal.

Just wondering whom have I,
- hurt
- hated
- loved
- cherished
- trusted
- betrayed

Is it because of the these things I've overlooked, they are coming back?