Just Write

I feel like a plastic bag, drifting through the wind.

I'm not sure if I'm hitting a breaking point. I guess everyone has the right to voice an opinion, a complain. Sometimes, just saying it once is enough. I don't need a "radio" that keeps repeating the same things.

What's to be done will be done (eventually). I don't go around telling people, you need to do this or that. A trip planning is starting to get on my nerves (seriously).

I want to go on a trip, I do my research and make the booking. I believe people will do their part ultimately. Taking for instance, I secured my flight for a trip in Feb 2011. I searched for the flights and confirming that the timings are ok, I made the reservations. I do not go reminding people to check for flights.

I've a trip in 3 weeks time and there's an issue on accommodation on a particular day. I was "asked" to go check and check. I recalled planning on NYC trip last year and I do not go around telling people to check this or check that.

It's frustrating because I felt like I'm being "pushed" to settle things. And I get remarks like "I'm a fussy person" or "I change my mind quickly". In fact, I'm easy going and I don't think I complain as much. I have this "resigned to fate" attitude because I don't want inconsequential things to spoil my day or mood.

Yes, like I stated, we all have our rights to voice our concerns. I guessed it's much easier to settle things ourselves rather to keep telling people to do it. It's not the first time and I have my limits. We all have different characters but we need to accomodate. If everything we do is seemed as a chore, are we doing it wrongly? Indeed it may seem easier to dictate people to settle stuffs but we also do need to understand, do we delegate tasks to people as well?

I've reached a point I try to bear in mind I've told to do things.

Am I numbed to it? Probably.

Do I feel better now? Possibly.

Will I finalise the accommodation? Maybe.