Stalemate

When you keep pushing yourself to contribute more, do you ever felt your contribution is dwindling? I thought I'll start my day feeling good, it seems like as mid day passes, I felt my energy going empty.

Maybe it's the people, maybe it's the environment. Or maybe I've thought too much.

I tell myself "I'm very motivated" yet I'm easily affected my negative energy around me. Weekends are not for recharging. Sleeping recharges. I should spend the weekend thinking of how to make remedies to my weekday. I tried injecting humor to humor me. I think about how lunch is going to perk me up.

Everybody is slowly losing that interest and motivation to push themselves. We are instead, getting ourselves pushed.

Darn...

I hope this stalemate is not going to last.